2011... what 2010 has done to u?

Salam all,

2011 is approaching.. and i know, most of us will be having their "new year resolutions" to prepare of ;) so i think, before i list down all my new newyear resolutions, why not i think back of what i have achieved....

what i want for the year 2010 is to achieve something in my studies and to GIVE BIRTH!!! :(( takut!!! and i did it..gave birth i mean.. owh God.. so come! lets list down all happy/sad things ive done for the past 1 year :) and will include some of my personal achievement. so for those who's reading it, pls dont feel "meluat" or "eeee...eksyen nye die!" or "like duh..."... coz this is MY BLOG :) tak suka, u can move ur mouse up on ur right hand side, and CLICK the X in the RED BOX :)

1. I had difficulties walking in February... coz my feet got swollen due to pregnancy.. :(

2. I was really scared in my final trimester..and i spent most of the 3rd trimester in the house reciting yassin.. i felt that i was dying in March - due to giving birth :((

3. I had the scarriest time in the labour room in MARCH but i went tru with dignity :)



4. I did not see the whole process of giving birth coz i was wearing my bandana all over my head/face.. i could not see it :(

5. I was VERY sensitive during my confinement..

6. My son's 1st smile was on Mother's day - May?


7. I managed to write 1 paper during the final trimester and 1 ISI conference paper during the first 2 months of post natal :) good work ibu!! ;)

8. My husband gave me an E pendant from Selberan for my birthday :) E = EE = Eemir Eusuff.. my 1st child :)

9. I won 1st prize for student essei competition by Malaysian Road Conference somewhere in September - I was really proud of myself :)

10. Went to Cairo with my co-supervisor the ICBEE conference somewhere in October :)





11. Went to Sabah for the GEOTROPIKA conference in December :) it was a great experience :)


12. I had TERRIBLE experience playing paintball, i WILL NOT play it again!!! :((



13. Alhamdulillah I managed to do my lab work where at the same time we dont have any permanent helper to help us taking care of our baby :) alhamdulillah..it was really a great experience....

14. I had the best time ever with my SON and my husband this year and looking forward for the next 100 years :)




For all the great experiences and gifts, Ya Allah I thank You for everything.. Thank you for giving me strength.. despite the heartache and tears, I thank You for all the help and rezeki You have been giving to me and my whole family.. Ya Allah, I LOVE YOU and please dont let me forget from where i belong and to where im gonna be..

And my new year resolutions.. hmmm.......... I cant think of anything right now except finsihing up my studies and get a job by July........ and hope i could be a good and better mom and wife and seorang anak yg Solehah :)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY PREGGY FRIENDS...2011 is going to be another year full of new BABIES!!! :)

hmmm........hmmm.......hmmm..........hmmm..... doa doa kan lah evything ok..i just submitted borang to one of the Uni in KL.. so hopefully evything will be ok insyaAllah :)





Lots of LOVE,Nads

How old are u Ibu?!

Salam,

Sorry..had to jot this down..

Mom asked me how old would i be in the year 2011? hahah next year lah.. without thinking, i answered "im gonna be 25.." HAHAHAHA i got married at the age 26 :D how can i be 25 now!!

Well.. seriously.. i am not admitting something else lah.. ;) it is just that, i have always feeling really young :) seriously.. tak rasa pun mcm i am now 27.. with 1 son :D maybe that is why i can get along easily with my junior-uni-mates.. perasan la..!

so it does not really matter how old i am gonna be.. i am still 25 years of age (indenial) hahahahha

well ok im gonna stop here..

byebye..


Lots of LOVE,Nads

Maysaa

Salam,

Have u heard about Maysaa or the beautiful girl Hana Tajima?? Well, a huge NO from me..

i saw bout Maysaa for a few times but i took it granted and couldnt care less bout it..

but ntah mcm mana, tonight ive decided to browse tru.. omg.. imm sooo in love with it..

and yes, i bought 1 hijab from Maysaa and CANT WAIT for it to arrive in bangsar :)

OMG OMG.. i'll try to post up some pic insyaAllah.. :)

Oh God..i cant help myself from buying all these.. it is just A CLICK AWAY!!

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

This is the hijab :) - left

Hana Tajima ;) - Right



Ok gtg continue my school work :)

Hana Tajima sgt Gorjazz :)

Lots of LOVE,Nads

My everdearest Candidature Defense

Salam,

105am

My lovely baby EE slept really early today.. about 10pm :) Yes THATS EARLY! i managed to find the secrets of "pujuking" ur baby to sleep :) hehe well, after 8 months, baru lah me n hubs got the chance to laze around the house doing nothing :D yes, absoloutely doing nothing :) just to relax once in a while w/o paying attention to our baby huhuhuhu

i am supposed to be studying.... this is the right time to study... for my defense.. but i think im just too tired to look at it and even too tired to sleep :( I really hope i could finish my PhD on time (by Aug 2012 - 4 daymn years)... i think i have to do my lab the "smarter" way instead of the "hard" way.. I did not mean anything like Plagiarism.. eh, Tak nak Grad ke wehh?! Plagiarism is a huge NO NO... u may "Refer" to papers but NOT copy n paste them.. Big No No..

1149am

SO yeah i end up sleeping at 3am, teman hubs watching movie.. and i woke up early to study some stuff.. My babe woke up around 930am.. and now he's back to sleep.. Hey, this is THE life of a mother.. dulu my mom pernah ckp, "ingat senang ke duduk rumah?" well.. now i know.. :(

in my case, i have to jugle housework, Uni work, baby, hubs.. and the list will go on and on and on.. to some people who "does not" understand it, u seriously can GO TO HELL... :D i have zero tolerance towards "kepochi" and "kawan sampai mati tp berlakon tak ingat dunia" kind of friend/person.. hehehe i think, i will never stop thinking of it sigh.. but hey, work load helps alot in forgetting it :)

ok, gtg continue doing my slides and study..







Lots of LOVE,Nads

Cairo :)

Salam,

So yeah we made it to Cairo in October 2010 with hubs n baby and my parents n sister :) ... woah..what a LONG journey..and im GLAD we went with Emirates :) MAS confirm mcm toot... but MAS takde pun flight to Cairo ha ha and this is the 1st time we travlled with our little infant Eemir Eusuff :) Alhamdulillah, God is great..Our son was such a darling.. he loves travelling im sure.. takde kerenah alhamdulillah..and me n hubs managed to focus our energy for the 1st minute we left KLIA till the last minute we touched down KLIA.. :) what a brave young boy and kudos to mummy and daddy.. and not to forget my entourage :) Mom Dad and my sister Ili for taking care of my precious baby :)



The only thing that captured my eyes in Cairo was one and only the..Pyramid :) I thank God for the chance He gave me to witness myself the precious one of the 7 wonders of the world :) Very beautiful and interesting view :) i could stay there the whole day watching at it.. hmmm.. :)

The next picture is me n fellow UM deligates :) Right beside me is my co-supervisor.. expert in Concrete materials :)



We carried Eusuff in that :) Very practical.. but it s kinda heavy lah.. well, he is 11.5 kilos oredy :) my baby sgt sihat.... Oklah, i know im not giving enuff info about Cairo here, but all u have to know is "Cairo is a place for you to go and visit, and it is not the place for u to re-vesit" hahahaha

Cairo above all is a very depressing place.. outskirt cairo oklah... like Heliopolis.. mmg cun.. but Cairo itself..sigh..depressing place.. I dont know how to explain in here, but if ada rezeki lebih, u guys shud go once :)

The next place my conference will be will be in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah for the GEOTROPIKA conference. Will update soon :)






Lots of LOVE,Nads

Good Day..

So today i woke up early coz my baby Eusuff woke up too early.. hmm.. woke up at 5am (Thats NOT early) and he fell asleep back at 8am..phew..! and now im here trying to blog something :)

I am now in my 5th sem of my PhD.. and yes, it is getting tougher/messy and bla bla bla.. im not sure in what way, my lab works are still the same but alhamdulillah, my research objectives and targeted requirements shows quite a reasonable results.. well, i think i deserve it.. it took me a year to find the "secrets" of producing a very high workability grouts.. with SUPER HIGH strength.. yes, im talking about a water consistency of grout but at the same time gave a super high strength.. alhamdulillah..


This is my reasearch all about.. Semi-rigid pavement :) and this one just finished the compressive strength test and alhamdulillah.. achieved the targeted req :)



I had a tough time for since July 2010 finishing up my lab work..yes, i had to juggle my lab work and yes my baby, house work, personal life all at the same time.. and yes i know im not the only person facing this and yes i know, i should not complain.. and im not complaning.. :) just that, this is something new to me.. im not ready to give up on my baby n my lab... what i meant here is, i am not ready to send my baby off to nursery coz i know, i still have time and i can manage taking care of him and going to school at the same time.. i have issues with my distance with my baby.. paling jauh pun, UM and Bangsar or UM and our home in Sunway Damansara.. i hope this phobia of mine will ease soon.. like reallyyy soon....

I am going to Cairo for a conference.. besides Surabaya in 2009, this is the 2nd international conference that im attending.. yes, TAKUT.. and i just started preparing for my slides.. yes, jusstt started.. and the same time, i cant wait for a short vacay with my parents :) dah lama giler tak go hols with both of my parents :) the last time biler ehh? aiyo..cant even remember!!! hope we'll have a good time der.. jalan2.. but knowing my parents, dey bukan suka pun tgk historical places ni.. since cairo was my dad's uni place dulu, so he said, alaa pyramid BOSAN! hahahha of coz mum will go shopping and dad will follow.. heheh but i think i'll make them to follow ME! :D

This is the 1st time for my baby EE.. the last time we went on flight was raya, to KB..that was like an hour flight! this time around will be ermm.. 7 + 4?? aiyo.. i hope he'll be fine..tido je please.. and i'll prepare his toys n blanket n bantal busuk..just like home :)

ok, i'll try to update things.. in my life..

actually, like i said b4.. i mmg malas blogging, but sometimes wen u are in the mood to write, woah this is the best to spill all ur stories!! :) some people will judge u as if they know u SOO well.. well, i had that kind of fren.. "had em".. means, i "had" to ditch dem.. i love my friends and it is hard for me to trust people.. so just dont break my trust.. and yes, dont look down upon me.. doesnt mean that im not working means kerja aku menghabiskan duit laki aku.. if so pun, SO WHAT? sometimes i cant stand dealing with malaysian ladies/girls.. kata dah merdeka and all.. but our thingking masih kolot.. !! KAMON! i want what u have but i dont go make u feel bad..... i felt bad!! owh.. God.. :(

so yeah, im gonna stop here, and im gonna leave u guys with my EE's pix.. dia dah berdiri.. :)














Lots of LOVE,Nads

Lots of LOVE,Nads

Hellooo..!!

Hey.

This is my 1st post and my hubby seems the only person who follows me here at the mo hehe.

I am not sure what to write here coz I dont really like to share everything that's happening in my life here online, in public. But i think, I'll share some important (ye ke? hehe) or not so important stuff that's happening in my humble life with those reading this especially the hustle and bustle, tears of joy and sadness, and the ups and downs the life of a mom :) yes, I'm a MOM :) and I am proud to be one..

I will not write anything bout it in this post, but hopefully as the time pass, i'd be able to share some stuff with ya'll.. :) mind my English.. rusty giler.. i need to read n speak more English rather than "Mang-Lish".. hahahahahhahahah

ok, TTFN..

Lots of Love,

Nads