Good Day..

So today i woke up early coz my baby Eusuff woke up too early.. hmm.. woke up at 5am (Thats NOT early) and he fell asleep back at 8am..phew..! and now im here trying to blog something :)

I am now in my 5th sem of my PhD.. and yes, it is getting tougher/messy and bla bla bla.. im not sure in what way, my lab works are still the same but alhamdulillah, my research objectives and targeted requirements shows quite a reasonable results.. well, i think i deserve it.. it took me a year to find the "secrets" of producing a very high workability grouts.. with SUPER HIGH strength.. yes, im talking about a water consistency of grout but at the same time gave a super high strength.. alhamdulillah..


This is my reasearch all about.. Semi-rigid pavement :) and this one just finished the compressive strength test and alhamdulillah.. achieved the targeted req :)



I had a tough time for since July 2010 finishing up my lab work..yes, i had to juggle my lab work and yes my baby, house work, personal life all at the same time.. and yes i know im not the only person facing this and yes i know, i should not complain.. and im not complaning.. :) just that, this is something new to me.. im not ready to give up on my baby n my lab... what i meant here is, i am not ready to send my baby off to nursery coz i know, i still have time and i can manage taking care of him and going to school at the same time.. i have issues with my distance with my baby.. paling jauh pun, UM and Bangsar or UM and our home in Sunway Damansara.. i hope this phobia of mine will ease soon.. like reallyyy soon....

I am going to Cairo for a conference.. besides Surabaya in 2009, this is the 2nd international conference that im attending.. yes, TAKUT.. and i just started preparing for my slides.. yes, jusstt started.. and the same time, i cant wait for a short vacay with my parents :) dah lama giler tak go hols with both of my parents :) the last time biler ehh? aiyo..cant even remember!!! hope we'll have a good time der.. jalan2.. but knowing my parents, dey bukan suka pun tgk historical places ni.. since cairo was my dad's uni place dulu, so he said, alaa pyramid BOSAN! hahahha of coz mum will go shopping and dad will follow.. heheh but i think i'll make them to follow ME! :D

This is the 1st time for my baby EE.. the last time we went on flight was raya, to KB..that was like an hour flight! this time around will be ermm.. 7 + 4?? aiyo.. i hope he'll be fine..tido je please.. and i'll prepare his toys n blanket n bantal busuk..just like home :)

ok, i'll try to update things.. in my life..

actually, like i said b4.. i mmg malas blogging, but sometimes wen u are in the mood to write, woah this is the best to spill all ur stories!! :) some people will judge u as if they know u SOO well.. well, i had that kind of fren.. "had em".. means, i "had" to ditch dem.. i love my friends and it is hard for me to trust people.. so just dont break my trust.. and yes, dont look down upon me.. doesnt mean that im not working means kerja aku menghabiskan duit laki aku.. if so pun, SO WHAT? sometimes i cant stand dealing with malaysian ladies/girls.. kata dah merdeka and all.. but our thingking masih kolot.. !! KAMON! i want what u have but i dont go make u feel bad..... i felt bad!! owh.. God.. :(

so yeah, im gonna stop here, and im gonna leave u guys with my EE's pix.. dia dah berdiri.. :)














Lots of LOVE,Nads